A Closer Walk With GOD
GOD is good, all the time! May His name be praised forever!
This morning I woke up with a song on my heart. It was "My Redeemer Lives" by Nicole Mullen. I must have been singing it in my sleep for it to just continue to flow out like that in my thoughts. It brought so much joy to me for GOD to remind me that He lives and He loves me. It's the kind of thing that stays with you and gives you strength for the day.
People say they can't hear GOD. I say they just aren't listening or they don't realize that thought they just had was from Him. Because GOD is always talking. There is so much clutter in our minds though. There are so many thoughts screaming for our attention. The morning news and weather, our spouse or family trying to talk to us, our own thoughts on what we have to get done in the next 10 minutes much less all day!
As soon as I woke up and realized I had a song in my heart, He had my attention. That is so atypical for me. And then He quietly started reminding me of several things I had read this week. (Now, if I hadn't been studying and reading in the first place He couldn't have brought them to mind. That's why it's so important to keep it up!)
He reminded me of David Wilkerson's devotional about how Moses had asked GOD to show him His glory so he would have the strength to take the Hebrews across the desert. And instead of some grandiose display of universal proportions, GOD passed in front of Moses and quietly said, "The LORD, the LORD, a GOD merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness, keeping steadfast love for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, but who will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children and the children's children, to the third and the fourth generation." Note: His love for us is part of HIS NAME! Moses immediately fell prostrate and worshipped.
David Wilkerson said, "Worship is a response of gratitude. It recognizes how we should have been destroyed by our sin long ago, incurring the full wrath of God for all our failures and faults but, instead, God came to us with the powerful revelation, "I still love you!"
And He reminded me of what I read C.S. Lewis say, "Everyone who believes in GOD at all believes that He knows what you and I are going to do tomorrow. But if He knows I am going to do so-and-so, how can I be free to do otherwise? Well, here once again, the difficulty comes from thinking that God is progressing along the Time-line like us: the only difference being that He can see ahead and we cannot. Well, if that were true, if GOD foresaw our acts, it would be very hard to understand how we could be free not to do them. But suppose GOD is outside and above the Time-line. In that case, what we call 'tomorrow' is visible to Him in just the same way as what we call 'today'. All the days are 'Now' for Him. He does not remember you doing things yesterday; He simply sees you doing them, because, though you have lost yesterday, He has not. He does not 'foresee' you doing things tomorrow; He simply sees you doing them: because, though tomorrow is not yet there for you, it is for Him. You never supposed that your actions at this moment were any less free because GOD knows what you are doing. Well, He knows your tomorrow's actions in just the same way—because He is already in tomorrow and can simply watch you. In a sense, He does not know your action till you have done it: but then the moment at which you have done it is already 'Now' for Him." (From 'Mere Christianity', Compiled in 'A Year with C.S. Lewis')
He reminded me of the scriptures that I have a hard time with, the ones that tell me I am the Righteousness of GOD in Christ. That I am a fellow-heir with Christ. And HUNDREDS of others from both the Old and New Testaments. I love to read them, I memorize them, I quote them, but because satan torments me because I trip up so often that I know I hadn't ABSORBED THEM.
And here is where you come to the realization that head knowledge is different from heart knowledge. And my constant prayer has been a closer walk with GOD. Today, we got closer.
You see, our perfection is not some deathbed miracle. From GOD's point of view I already am! As soon as I accepted Christ Jesus as the only Son of GOD and asked Him into my heart, I became joint heirs with Him. Not only did He forgive all my sins, He forgave ALL my sins! Past, Present, and Future! Because they are all present tense to Him!
If you struggle like I have with low spiritual self-esteem, let this sink in. Let the Holy Spirit birth in you this knowledge of just HOW much GOD loves you. I'll tell you, it's hard for me to walk on the ground right now!
Now I'm starting to understand even more about my relationship with GOD. Thank you, Jesus. I love you, too.
This morning I woke up with a song on my heart. It was "My Redeemer Lives" by Nicole Mullen. I must have been singing it in my sleep for it to just continue to flow out like that in my thoughts. It brought so much joy to me for GOD to remind me that He lives and He loves me. It's the kind of thing that stays with you and gives you strength for the day.
People say they can't hear GOD. I say they just aren't listening or they don't realize that thought they just had was from Him. Because GOD is always talking. There is so much clutter in our minds though. There are so many thoughts screaming for our attention. The morning news and weather, our spouse or family trying to talk to us, our own thoughts on what we have to get done in the next 10 minutes much less all day!
As soon as I woke up and realized I had a song in my heart, He had my attention. That is so atypical for me. And then He quietly started reminding me of several things I had read this week. (Now, if I hadn't been studying and reading in the first place He couldn't have brought them to mind. That's why it's so important to keep it up!)
He reminded me of David Wilkerson's devotional about how Moses had asked GOD to show him His glory so he would have the strength to take the Hebrews across the desert. And instead of some grandiose display of universal proportions, GOD passed in front of Moses and quietly said, "The LORD, the LORD, a GOD merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness, keeping steadfast love for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, but who will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children and the children's children, to the third and the fourth generation." Note: His love for us is part of HIS NAME! Moses immediately fell prostrate and worshipped.
David Wilkerson said, "Worship is a response of gratitude. It recognizes how we should have been destroyed by our sin long ago, incurring the full wrath of God for all our failures and faults but, instead, God came to us with the powerful revelation, "I still love you!"
And He reminded me of what I read C.S. Lewis say, "Everyone who believes in GOD at all believes that He knows what you and I are going to do tomorrow. But if He knows I am going to do so-and-so, how can I be free to do otherwise? Well, here once again, the difficulty comes from thinking that God is progressing along the Time-line like us: the only difference being that He can see ahead and we cannot. Well, if that were true, if GOD foresaw our acts, it would be very hard to understand how we could be free not to do them. But suppose GOD is outside and above the Time-line. In that case, what we call 'tomorrow' is visible to Him in just the same way as what we call 'today'. All the days are 'Now' for Him. He does not remember you doing things yesterday; He simply sees you doing them, because, though you have lost yesterday, He has not. He does not 'foresee' you doing things tomorrow; He simply sees you doing them: because, though tomorrow is not yet there for you, it is for Him. You never supposed that your actions at this moment were any less free because GOD knows what you are doing. Well, He knows your tomorrow's actions in just the same way—because He is already in tomorrow and can simply watch you. In a sense, He does not know your action till you have done it: but then the moment at which you have done it is already 'Now' for Him." (From 'Mere Christianity', Compiled in 'A Year with C.S. Lewis')
He reminded me of the scriptures that I have a hard time with, the ones that tell me I am the Righteousness of GOD in Christ. That I am a fellow-heir with Christ. And HUNDREDS of others from both the Old and New Testaments. I love to read them, I memorize them, I quote them, but because satan torments me because I trip up so often that I know I hadn't ABSORBED THEM.
And here is where you come to the realization that head knowledge is different from heart knowledge. And my constant prayer has been a closer walk with GOD. Today, we got closer.
You see, our perfection is not some deathbed miracle. From GOD's point of view I already am! As soon as I accepted Christ Jesus as the only Son of GOD and asked Him into my heart, I became joint heirs with Him. Not only did He forgive all my sins, He forgave ALL my sins! Past, Present, and Future! Because they are all present tense to Him!
If you struggle like I have with low spiritual self-esteem, let this sink in. Let the Holy Spirit birth in you this knowledge of just HOW much GOD loves you. I'll tell you, it's hard for me to walk on the ground right now!
Now I'm starting to understand even more about my relationship with GOD. Thank you, Jesus. I love you, too.
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